Who knows?! Who Cares?!

as of 071805. 1:20am I'm still ticking. always clicking, my heels. wishing this was not Kansas anymore. But what can I do. but breathe...and cope with all my surroundings. Is this Heaven? No, this is most definitely Hell. I have no regrets but to live life full of mistakes. Would you rather live for tomorrow and think about yesterday or would you rather reminisce about yesterdays and try to perfect tomorrow?! The Choice is yours cause I've already made up my mind...woulda, coulda, shoulda, but didn't. thats a life contemplating regret. We all fall down some times, but in the wake of all our mistakes we can only rise from within our own ashes like the phoenix. Dayem this stupid thesis paper got me thinking....! argh! now am i suffering from PostThesis Depression?! lmao. okay bad joke.